As most of you know I have been EXTREMELY sick. I really wanted to update my blog but I couldn't get to a computer and really focus. This next post is one that will be continuously edited and added too. In a perfect world, it would be finished and you all would have a special treat. BUT it is incomplete and a continuous work.

I would like to give you a taste and let you know that I will add others as I go.


This is my blog so I can do whatever I want.

Kate

You are incredibly beautiful. There is not a single person on this planet that remotely reminds me of you. I find you very interesting and I love hearing what you have to say. I love that you are opinionated about many, many things and you try your best to stand your ground no matter what kind of circumstances you are facing. I hope you find your David Tennant. You may not find your Dr. Who but I sincerely hope that you one day, find exactly who you are looking for. You are a strong and very independent women and I think that you will have a very fulfilling life because of those qualities. We went through something quite terrible this year but I'm kinda glad it happened. It just proves that if we can get through something that bad, we can get through almost anything. Maybe not a zombie attack but...you know? Right? Don't be afraid to go if you have to. Sometimes you have to move on. You're allowed to make the next step whenever you feel ready. I'm glad that next step is not miles away.

Roger

I never get to tell you how much I care about you. I'm glad that Drew has a friend like you. Like Kate, and many others, I have never and will NEVER find a person that reminds me of you...except the Professor from Futurama. I can't help myself! In my opinion, you strive to make yourself a better person. I don't feel that you have observer bias. I think you look at every situation for what it is and take note of every detail...even when those bits of information don't exactly add up to what you've always thought. Does that make any sense? I think that is why you have felt the way you have recently. I think we all start to question what we believe and why we believe those things and get a little freaked out. And I think it is terrifying when we do. This is an internal speech that I have written in my head so it may not make any sense. Thank you for being who you are. I hope that you are always Roger and you always stay true to who you are. Thank you for being my personal Jeff Mangum and singing to me. Hopefully you didn't adopt the Frank obsession. Or did you? O_o I look forward to seeing you soon.


Katie

I don’t know what to say to you. We’ve spent so much time together I think we are turning into each other. I’m not sure which mannerisms are mine and which ones are yours. We have so many inside jokes I had to delete some of my memory that I use for school. I’m failing btw. I want to let you know that I think you are one of the most beautiful people I know. And I mean in. You are FUNNY, and I mean funny and you’re gorgeous and a magnificent human being. Like others, we’ve had our rough times. I never want to go back. I want you to know that you’re always going to be considered one of my very best friends and I love you with every fiber of my being. I never get to tell you that. Someday I want to sit down and just talk to you and I want us to be honest with each other. I never want you to feel like we're not good enough friends to be able to approach each other. We are TOO good of friends to let something stupid tear us apart. I am so sorry for anything and everything that I have ever done to hurt you and I hope that you will tell me if I am doing something wrong. I appreciate every single thing you do for me. You are a wonderful friend. It kills me to know that you are going to have to go to college eventually. Well…not if I can help it. I never want to stop being your friend and I never want you to stop being mine.