1. I've spent my life playing someone else.
2. I play someone else so often that I have a hard time differentiating between myself and others.
3. I live inside my head.
4. The majority of the things that I love, are not even real.
5. I'm always going to believe.
6. I'm watching Billy Elliot with my Mom.
7. I had a weird dream last night.
8. I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
9. I want to read.
10. What am I doing here?

1. I have not written a blog in a while.
2. I'm watching So You Think You Can Dance with my Mom.
3. Prescott is moving soon.
4. I'm really enjoying Summer Stock at the Studio.
5. I'm afraid that I'm going to get vocal nodules because someone planted the seed into my mind hoping to nurture my paranoia.
6. Does anyone remember when I was in love with Usher? Hopefully none of you remember.
7. I really enjoyed going canoing so I'm going to tell you again. I had a good time!
8. I really hope that I get to see John, Carrie and Margaret tomorrow!
9. I've got to get the FREEDOM karaoke! GAH!
10. Why are the dancers on t.v. wearing knee pads if I didn't get to wear any as a MUNCHKIN?!
11. Prescott showed me this video.
12. Summer and Nick are thugs.
13. Tyler and Melissa are the best wheelchair dancers ever!
14. WHAT IS THIS JUSTIN BEIBER VIDEO DOING ON MY TELEVISION?!
15. I want to tap dance. Show people anyone?
16. I really, really want to get to New York this summer!
17. But at the same time, I want to go somewhere else instead.
18. David is in India!
19. I feel like I need to be watch the WORLD CUP!
20. I'm getting really down about my singing and I don't really give a damn what anyone else has to say about it.
21. I need to take a shower and I need to go to the bathroom.. teehee...
22. I think I ate your chocolate squirrel.
23. A SPIDER JUST CRAWLED ACROSS MY MOM!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
24. If I don't get some sleep soon I am going to kill myself. :)
25. What did Batman tell Robin to get him in the car?
26. Get in the car.
27. Do you know why I am wearing lemon pants?!
28. BECAUSE I RIPPED MY CHEETAH PANTS WHEN I WAS BEING A SEXY MURDERESS.
29. I worry too much.
30. Passion.
31. I've got to finish writing my soda can/potato scene.
32. Piper is changing the channel!
33. I love SUGAR. Kelly knows who I am talking about.
34. If you ever need me, call me and I will be there. I promise.

1. My bed is killing my back.
2. I need to get something to eat but I don't feel like cooking.
3. I'm going to Jessica's dance recital today with the Dison family.
4. I've still got a ton of stuff to do for the ceremony on Sunday.
5. The class of 2010 graduated yesterday. :(
6. As I sat in their graduation, memories that I had pushed to the back of my mind poured forward. I pushed those memories back for a reason! It was a bittersweet day.
7. If I don't get my happy butt up soon, I'm going to be late.
8. Every night I have wonderful expectations as far as reading is concerned and then I fall asleep next to my book....
9. Pretty is what changes what the eye arranges?
10. JABBERWOCKY!

A compilation of the past few days..

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
2. I'm going to the Laughing Cat tonight.
3. I haven't been able to listen to a lot of music lately. :/
4. Fortunately, I am listening to some good music now.
5. I still have to pick up a few hydrangeas.
6. I want to have my water balloon fight!
7. I want to go on a picnic.
8. I'm talking to Brittany McNally!
9. I really don't know what I want to do anymore.
10. Money.
11. I'm pretty hungry.
12. I hate this freaking soap opera that is on.
13. Melissa Dison is breaking free.
14. Two-headed boy there's no reason to grieve. The world that you need is wrapped in gold silver sleeves. Left beneath Christmas trees in the snow I will take you and leave you alone. Watching spirals of white softly flow over your eyelids and all you did will wait until the point when you let go.
15. Why did people start shaving their legs?
16. What happened to our riches and wonders?
17. I think there are trolls living in the Dison's attic.
18. I would like to go to the park today.
19. I think I just gave Piper a concussion. I'm so sorry, Piper!
20. Her ears were awake. O_O
21. When is there going to be an INCREDIBLE original musical on Broadway again?
22. I'm love watching the wedding videos on AFV.
23. Have I posted this before? Katie Rocco showed this to me.
24. I like the idea of the beach.
25. I would like to buy a bathing suit so I can go to the beach only to further appreciate the idea of the beach.
26. I love when little kids freak out when they find out their parents are expecting another child.
27. Does anyone out there listen to Tegan and Sara?
28. I'm still waiting for SG to call me back.
29. I'm going to write a book one day.
30. I will be working on the computer or out and about for the day and come across something that will trigger suitcases full of nostalgia to come flying at me, smacking my face with great force. Some of those same triggers will cause me to remember the most joyful of thoughts and feelings, which should make me blissful, but always leave me far worse emotionally than I was before. Does that make ANY sense? I was listening to a song a few minutes ago and it reminded me of a cool October day. I use to picture the scene a lot growing up. I would try to describe the memory but I wouldn't do the image justice. Remembering that imaginary moment just depressed me a bit.
31. I'm living in a fantasy world.

(YESTERDAY)

1. I hated missing April's senior showcase.
2. The H button on my keyboard is kinda broken.
3. I hope Drew is okay in Orlando. Boo!
4. I'm excited to try the Indian food my Mom is bringing me tomorrow.
5. I can still feel the wheezing in my lung.
6. I need to try to get to sleep before 3am. Darn steroids!
7. There is a suicidal moth in my family room!
8. Bloops.
9. I want to get away.
10. I think I'm going to go away this summer.

1. Why do I google the ingredients in my food while I am eating said food?
2. I'm practicing Indian Folk Music today!
3. Someone make me get my car into the shop.
4. Someone make me clean my car.
5. Maggie looks like a giant rat.
6. I need to practice my turkey call!
7. I want to have people over for dinner.
8. I would also like all of us to cook dinner together.
9. I need to get into the doctor for several reasons.
10. IFM up soon!

I'm feeling normal again.

1. I need to call Sacred Grounds.
2. I had fun spending time with Roger and Drew the other night.
3. Check out the band Treelight Room.
4. I'm looking forward to hanging out with my Mom tonight.
5. I need to thank Sarah for introducing me to LUSH.
6. I'm looking forward to starting my dance classes again with Mishell!
7. I love pomegranate plum Tazo tea.
8. I feel like I wasted my day because I woke up at 3pm!
9. I just took the quiz, "WHICH SEUSSICAL CHARACTER ARE YOU" and got Jojo.
10. Someone just said the name Gertrude on Wheel of Fortune. Seussical is following me.